dirtgirl1999:
will i ever feel fulfilled? yes. i have felt fulfilled before. i will feel fulfilled again. will i ever be content? yes. i have been content before. i will be content again. will i ever be happy? ecstatic? overcome with joy? will i ever feel surrounded by love? supported? encouraged? will i ever feel proud? will i ever feel hopeful? will i ever feel confident in myself? will i ever feel optimistic about my future? yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. yes. my present is not my eternity.
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8:20 pm • 12 March 2020 • 59,569 notes
straightboyfriend:
hardest thing to learn during recovery is….. some of your misery is your own fault. you have to actively choose to stop wallowing in your own pain & start to recover. that means stop being self deprecating, start taking care of yourself, start eating healthy, start taking your hygiene seriously, even if it’s hard. & it is hard! but you must.
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6:18 am • 14 December 2018 • 152,398 notes
blackberryshawty:
Say it with me girls: hypersexual behavior won’t cure your depression
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9:34 pm • 29 November 2018 • 41,449 notes
ways to start feeling again
kinasty:
urbanthropologie:
- sit in the sun without anything to do, feel the heat of the rays hit your skin, realize that this sunlight has travelled a very long way to reach you
- walk around barefoot and try to feel as much of the ground under your feet as you can, notice every rock and blade of grass
- sit quietly for a while and notice the touch of breath in your nostrils, feel how the air gets cooler as you inhale and warmer as you exhale
- drive around aimlessly and blast some of your favorite songs, scream/sing along to them and feel the vibrations of your favorite lyrics as they change the air in your throat and around you, feel that the music is healing you from the inside out
- stay away from alcohol or drugs for a few days, try to be as aware and present as you can in every moment, stop trying to numb or dull your senses
- eat a few meals without any distractions, notice every bite and taste every flavor that covers your tongue, be grateful for it all
- look up at the stars and the moon, understand how small we all are and how immense the universe is, realize what a miracle everything is, let your heart swell with amazement and admiration for life itself
ok this is actually cool bc doing all of this is a technique called “mindful thinking” that is extremely useful for people with anxiety disorders and dissociation disorders and stuff!
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4:33 am • 13 November 2018 • 470,320 notes
Anonymous asked: I'm very insecure about going out bare faced. I have a lot of dark spots & acne scars. Is there a product on the market that clears this or will I have to go to a dermatologist and have a laser treatment done?
lipstick-lust:
Products (some are spot treatments, some are for the entire face):
- Vitamin C
- Salicylic Acid
- Hydroquinone (skin lightening, bleaching)
- AHA
For at home SA and vitamin C are the best bet. Retinol is a great option if you’re in your 20′s+ too! You can always go to a dermatologist. A good Chemical Peel series can do wonders. They might suggest laser treatments depending on what they think is best. http://lipstick-lust.tumblr.com/post/144531595137/i-have-some-acne-scars-on-my-cheeks-what-would
4:30 am • 13 November 2018 • 574 notes
sep. 23-24, 2017
This is the post for my overall move-in weekend (which is now over!!) I’m in a hall called Crickhollow in the Middle Earth residential area. It’s one of the older ones and was literally my last choice haha. I have 2 roommates, and they actually know each other and went to the same high school. They’re from Pleasant Hill, which one of them told me is in the Walnut Creek area. Their names are Maddie, who is a BME major, and Kalina, who applied for Nursing but got in as Undeclared because the Nursing program here at UCI is super selective.
5:17 am • 25 September 2017
therealstarfire:
Donald Trump removed the KKK, Neo-Nazi and other white supremacist groups from the Terrorist Watchlist and will focus all his counter-terrorist on ones carried out by Muslims - two years after Dylan Roof killed 8 black churchgoers & right after the Quebec massacre where a white supremacist killed 8 Muslims at their mosque. I will never forgive or carry any sympathy for those who voted for him.
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2:45 am • 5 February 2017 • 41,183 notes
